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Name: Joseph
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Sacramento
Gender: Male


Interests: I have great passion for basketball, cars, and driving techniques and experiences. My greatest interest is to learn to love Rylie unconditionally. It is not something I can achieve for my life time, but I can learn a little at a time. =)
Expertise: Reinjure myself through basketball and work. I am also an expert of bitterness and occastionally, sarcasm, when my evilness kicks in. I am trying to be a truthful and good Christian; by example and love, not by words. By no mean, I am any better than anyone and I am nothing close to good or perfect. I am trying to live my life as it should be and learning every moment of my days.
Occupation: Biomedical Technician
Industry: Genetics


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Member Since: 6/8/2003

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

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Friday, June 13, 2008

Are you guys still with me?

I can hardly believe I haven't been post on xanga for so long...  Life's been ridiculously busy.  Yes, it might not take so long to blog, but sometimes you just don't have the time & the effort to.  All I have to say is that I should be grateful I have a job.  They even posted a MSN article about people getting less OT.  That's true.  You just need to feel appreciated.  Anyways, how have you guys been?  How's life?  Drop me a line or two, let me know how you are doing!  Hope all is well.  I hope to be back to the Xanga community more regularly. 

Take care!
Joe


Monday, November 19, 2007

Some thoughts...

Life seems so routine and boring these days...  everyday wake up and go to work.  Occasionally with something planned and inserted into the routine.  Life is not satisfying.  There are so many things that could be better.  I am not saying I am not grateful for what I have, but there are things that could be better.  I could make it better if I take more initiative and more action.  Some of the things that I could do, but I didn't do, is because I am tired of the politics that I hate, yet I had no choice but to involve in.  Real, work politics is just stupid, in my opinion.  It is quite annoying and troublesome.  Even though you don't take part in it, you are still part of it.  I try not to take side and be as objective as I can, at the same time I do my best to maintain good relationship with everyone.  I am still involve in politics, in a way.  I hate conflicts and I hate to deal with it.  I am tired of speaking up of what is the right thing to do, and yet, no one listens.  At the same time, I start to blend in with others, because I am tired.  So what if I obey all the little rules, doing everything following the book when others don't?  I still try very hard to do what is right and what is in the book, but I lost the passion and drive to remind others what is the right thing to do.  Busy, sure we all are.  But safety and other things shouldn't be taking time out.  God helps me.  I don't want to lose my integrity anymore. 

"For what I am doing, I do not understand; for I am not practicing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing I hate."  Roman 7:15

On the side note, I read about some of my old friend's blog, and dropped by my own blog.  I realized it has been a long time since I really updated about myself.  Not that I don't want to share anymore.  I just don't have the time, or perhaps, drive, to pour out my thoughts as I used to.  I miss my friends who I have not talk to for a long time.  Sometimes I might see you guys online, but I don't want to engage in a conversation that I cannot commit long enough to.  I miss my friends from xanga as well.  I may not know some of you in person, but I do feel that we know each other and care for each other.  I remember I used to think people who said they are too busy, who were married and worked, were just full of crap.  How could you be so busy that you can't even take minutes or an hour just to talk to people or play basketball, do things that you enjoy in life?  Now I think I understand.  Sometimes, you are just so tired and overwhelmed that you lose the drive. 

Today there was a missionary speaker shared at our church.  I thought it was great.  He talked about how some people who have not open and share their past wounds, and how their wounds became obvious in certain situations and became unhealthy to the organization and struggles and inconvinience for themselves and others.  Well, the point I want to bring up is that many of us are hurt in the past and think the time will heal.  The truth is the time does not heal the wounds.  We only forget about the wound until it is touched again or the time only mask the pain.  The wound is always there for life unless you are willing to let others to help you heal it.  And after reading some of my old friends' recent blogs, I realized that there were still wounds that I thought wasn't there anymore.  Interesting.  Life is a long journey, but life is short.  There are so many things we need to learn (if we choose to).  I have too many flaws and too much imperfection that I need to work on, so that I can be less flawed.  It will take me a lifetime, but I can never achieve flawlessness.  I can't remember exactly said this, but I was told that "as we try to work on our flaws to become better person, we are a step closer to flawlessness.  We might never become flawlessness, but at least we are a step closer."  Improvement is improvement.  I guess mathematically, going from 0.00000000000000000001 to 0.000000000000000000011 can be a lot or very little, depends how fine the measurement is.  If we are talking about from 0.00000000000000000001 to 0.00000000000000000001000000000009 to .000000000000000000011 may have taken forever to get there, but then if you look into finer measurement, it could be a great improvement.  Yeah... that may be a stupid example, but just some of my random thoughts...  *shrug*


Monday, November 12, 2007

Competition

Below is an interesting newsletter I received from Dr. Richard Yen

 

COMPETITION

The problem with competition is that you do not know who will be eating your lunch tomorrow.

In 1995, the year Larry Page met Sergey Brin at Stanford, AT&T was celebrating its 110 years of history. It was at times the world's largest telephone and cable television company. At its peak, it employed one million people and revenue was $300 billion. The world has not yet heard of Google.com. What is a search engine anyway?

Google of course has had its IPO. It announced on 11/05/07 that it is getting into the mobile phone business. Through the Open Handset Alliance, Google intends to give phone users better Web access, starting 6 to 12 months from now. And how does Google intend to break into the mobile phone market?

Google intends to inspire software developers by providing a free pen source?development kit. Soon mobile phone users can obtain any information just like what they have been doing through a computer. When more people use the phone to find information, phone companies will make more money. So why should any phone company CEO worry?

Advertisement dollars will support the Google endeavor. Text-based ads will appear on the phones as they have on Web pages. However, if it is successful, Google may be able to provide a phone service completely supported by advertisement dollars, with no monthly fees from the customer. Its core business proposition is the rganization of the universe information and then monetizing it with advertising revenue.?

So who is going to continue to pay existing mobile phone companies a monthly fee?

By now you ought to be asking why I want you to know that.

The simple answer is ecause I do not want our churches to go the way of AT&T.?This is not to say that AT&T lacked smart people, or our churches devoted folks. Individual faith in Christ will continue, just like what happened under the Roman Empire and the Dark Ages. But the collective practice of Christianity may have to change.

Anyone who cares about the Chinese church in America will know that there are far more openings for pastors than qualified personnel. Why?

Even successful churches have insolvable problems. A church with 200 families may have a budget of $1 million a year, half of which goes to mortgage. If half of these families tithe exclusively to this church, that means the average income of these families is about $100,000 a year, hardly middle-class tax-payers. As such the members will expect adequate parking spaces and air-conditioning in the summer, not to mention a robust Children Program and a pastor comfortable with their cultural and economic background.

Let say the church is friendly. The existing facility is already filled to capacity. So they intend to build. But a new sanctuary will easily cost $5 million. Even if they can get a low-interest loan, by the time the new sanctuary is built, it will be filled again to capacity. How many more years will it take to retire the debt? Do the math.

Most church leaders say they understand the problem and intend to exercise faith. They are grateful for the support of the members. But money still has to come from somewhere. Most of their members are already two income families. The missionaries in the mission field also have pressing needs.

Today the competition is not about land or money. It is about the loyalty of our kids (to Christ). And the competition is not coming from the other church in the next block. I am already assuming that your church is filled to capacity and no one is stealing the sheep. Any church blessed with a caring and capable pastor will be filled. The math simply shows why this model of real-estate-based growth is not sustainable.

Chinese churches in North American must understand the peril of a church-building based, top-down model of operation. We need to develop leaders skilled also in home-based, bottom-up models of faith. After all, the early church did that. The church in China is doing that.

There will be challenges in adding home-based activities. After all, the average church member is tired after working at least 8 hours a day plus commuting and has kids to care for. Far easier to just encourage him to attend church on Sundays where professionals will preach and the kids can be parked at the Children Program, right?

Today the competition may not even be the TV or the movies (too boring.) But the adults are all too busy supporting existing church activities to even consider who may be competing for the loyalty of our kids.

BTW, AT&T was bought by SBC in 2005. The name AT&T will survive, because it is such a beautiful and well known name. You think that back in 1995, the CEO of AT&T had any idea what those two young men at Stanford will do the communication industry?

Richard

 


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Murder Mystery Party -- The Four Deuces

Rylie and I attended a murder mystery party that one of my coworkers hosted this past weekend.  This is the second one I've ever attended.  The host of this party and I both went to our first murder mystery party in August, hosted by someone who used to work with us.  I guess the host of this party had so much fun at last one, she and her husband decided to have their own.  Some of you might saw the pix at my facebook already.  But anyways, here is the link for a little bit more info if you are interested.  You are actually buy the game online and host your own.  I think it is totally worth it!



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